d r x w n i n g .

I'm so gone.

recently I've been feeling like fading away 

thought it wasn't coming back

-but it did indeed-

curious about how it'll end up

but tbh I'm starting to be scared

everyday's being harder n harder

*just* *fucking* *leaving* *my* *bed*

I dont't feel like waking up at all

though neither feel like living pretty often

thought I was already ok

thought I was over it all

Mia keeps coming back also...

don't wanna be sick again

I'm so mad and disappointed at me

and all this situation rn

I can't even explain myself properly 

please

take me back to

who I become

know now I'm worth it

don't wanna fuck it up

once again.

-I'm just so sorry I can't fix me.